Sweet personal dillemas

Should I stop being kind?

I wasn’t aware that Im too kind, maybe thats how things happened when somehow you’re afraid people to lose interest in you. You always show your heart like you never learned, thats when they misunderstood as if youre catching their eyes in a regular conversations, but you’re not. You’re just weird acting guy who pretends everything is good thats why you keep acting sweet.

Despite of failed relationships; romance, friendship, family, dreams and everything I guess you have no option but to chose flaunting this curves in your mouth as if overthinking and self struggle never holds you back. Sometimes I used to think to just keep this in myself, so that somehow there will be a time that I can finished it myself. No dramas, no tears to show, no problems to make, no actions to be misinterpreted, no pretensions, just an innocent soul seeking for understanding. Still, Im trying my best:

Going through phases the best way I can and trying to do the right thing.