Waves of doubts

A death of love means a death of hope

I feel drowning now whenever I think going into a commitment. The feeling of being crushed by unstoppable waves of question that doesn’t end till you end up suffocating or worst, death. It will be a nightmare, a death of love means a death of hope. More likely thats because of fear or anything else that can end us up asking our worth. Its the time when you cant justify your happiness because you are full of ‘what ifs’. Your judgement on how you want to see your future based on love mirrored by your past experiences. You cant always blame yourself or them, I guess you just have to go on life walking beside the shore, afraid of getting touch by the waves.

Some people are born to sit beside the shore and stare at the sunset.